Dear Fairy-Tale Mother
You: gone from the room where the wolf tears your dress with her teeth laces her lips in your mirror and paints on your name You, dead before we grow thin and mean and our father learns how to leave us in the witch's wet pines You who palmed our soft spines and knew to hide hoods and bread behind our ribs for the time when our breath must pass through black woods You, the body we think we remember before the apple on fire, the burn on the hand— we have you swearing by the clock-face, teaching us to shred the loaves— You, the promise cleaving the stepmother's chin, the only tooth in the witch's mouth that shines like home You, the foam of gold asters swinging down from the wolf's jaws: he puffs, wind swells his white-fire hackles to rise and tumble down our heart's smoke stairs— You in the falling You in the throat swearing by his acids' stink, the burn You tearing and sewing the belly-dark that won't let us go— You don't have the needle. You don't have the arm to free us because we've lost you to some lesser story, some snowdrift, swallowed fury, some singing bone.
September 24th, 2012